i end up the whole different person na rin.. kasi heto. I gave up everything para sakanya, sinaway ko pagbabawal ng parents ko, siya lang pinapakinggan ko. and look what happened? he left me

what i am before we start? a masunuring anak at apo. Madalang ako gumala, i always saty at home or go to school, nag kajob edi, job, school and home lang. Mabait sa lahat at kinikimkim lahat ng sama ng loob pati na rin yung lungkot. Minsan umiiyak sa gabi kapag hindi na kinakaya. 6 years of being single sobrang nagbebeg na ako kay lord na biyan…Read More

Then naging kami, he starting to get serious mag study, nag tigil mag vape, hindi na nagssmoke, hindi na nag ebut, madalang na mag shot. Marunong na mag paalam sa magulang kung saan pupunta. Nachachat na nila kung nasaan siya, nakakausap nila matino. A totally big different him ang lumabas…pero for some reason iba nag nadulot sa kanya ng…Read More

he left me broken and cannot be fixed pero alam niyo ba na..i fixed him..i build him again

When we were just starting pa lang, he told me of his so malungkot na history ng buhay niya…and many reasons bakit siya nagiging rebelde. Naawa ako, i want to fix him. Before we are together, nakapag etub sa ssob, smokes, vape, inom inom…babae dito,…Read More

Now… I don’t have any plans on waiting him to take me back. I will move on
and take a big step forward. I need to focus on finding job para sakin at sa pagaaral ko at sa paglalayas kong ito

i am still friends with some of his cousins btw, kanina nakipag bonding pa ako dun sa isa. She told me na ganon talaga yung cousin niya na yun babaero. Well..i thought nagbago na siya after maging kami, i thought na napabago ko siya pero hindi pala. Now I believe, in a saying that once a cheater will always be a cheater

all bad things happened sa rs namin but you know what’s crazy? I still love him
even after all of those..mahal ko pa rin. Hinahayaan ko siya na sirain ako

1.sinabihan ako malandi dahil nakikipag chat ako sa mga friends ko na lalaki
2.hindi sweet sakin
3.don’t know how to compliment me
4.laging mainit ulo sakin
5. pinaphiya ako sa public
6. ayaw na nakikipagusap ako kahit kanino
7. ayaw gumagala ako (he would say pinayagan ako pero kapag nasa gala na ako, magchachat nang magchachat about sa mga…Read More

dapat pala small signs palang iniwan ko na