whaaaaa so confused right now. kinakabahan ako para sa thursday

September 29, 2026

Hired on the spot. Thank you Lord!

masarap pa din makinig ng mga old songs.

4am feels like forever.

4 am thoughts:

Do you have something you’ve always wanted to say, but never found the chance to?

hays august na pero wala pa ding nagbabago sakin.

Am I Still Late, or Better?

Like I said…

January gave me hope.
February took all my strength.
March was taking what was left of me.
April almost stole my joy.
May reminded me how to live again.
June was never my best friend.

Then came July,
Waiting for me to discover who I am.

I wonder what life will be like in…Read More

Grabe hirap maging consistent sa workout. Day 1 ko pa lang parang ayoko na ulit gawin bukas

Whaaaaaa ambilis matapos ng July 1 ah

Grabe gumagawa na ko ng Manuscript hoy whahhhah

I have another project soon. Sana maumpisahan ko na siya.

naiisip ko mag abroad bigla whahahhaha

excited for my project soon

We watched Remarkably Bright Creatures on Netflix, and it was really good.

Sometimes, we become prisoners of ourselves, right?

When we are lonely, grieving, and hurting, we become so used to carrying everything alone that we forget there are still people who genuinely care for us too. We push them away because we don’t want to become a b…Read More

My loving boyfriend got me a pair of Merrell shoes yesterday for my birthday hike huhuhuhu.

grabe eh noh at 2am talaga ito yung trip ko whahhaha

yan na lang mga nahanap ko na poems ko whahahhaha but I know I have so many when I was in high school. pero limot ko na kung saan ko tinago.

Oh no!!!! wala palang edit option sa mga posts whahhahaha kakainis.

Still… Late… Better?

January gave me hope.
February took my strength.
March is taking what’s left of me.
I never really thought about it until now.

The fisrt day will always be my first.
The rest are just ordinary days.
I may be at fault, but I’m not blind.
I may be wrong, but I’m not heartless.

i keep thingking about what…Read More

Lost

The night feels cold, yet endless,
No stars, no clouds in sight.
Even the mood hides in silence,
Too shy to lend her light.

It feels like yesterday
The ache, the quiet loneliness.
It seeps beneath my skin again,
A touch of danger on my face.

Happiness was just a lie,
A word that lost its meaning.
I never thought I’d end up…Read More

I’m sorry.

I didn’t know how to ride a motorcycle when I was sober.
But somehow, I almost learned how to drive when I was out of sight.
I couldn’t see enough signs —
not clearly, not where right and left truly were.
But deep down, I knew
I was never the one, people would ask for help.

I lost my sanity for a moment when I rode.
And n…Read More

Two (Voices)

I know the sky is painted blue and white,
but they swear it’s purple.
I know I don’t like dresses, but they insist
I love to wear them.
I know I barely eat sweets, but they say
I crave for chocolate like air.
I know I used to love life …
but to that, they say nothing.

I know my silence means I need space,
but they…Read More

Hello, My Love

Hello there, I wonder how much time you spend there every day,
I wonder how much time I spend wishing you could stay.
I wonder what life would be like if you were still here today,
How bright my days would be, with nothing to fear each day.

I picture your smile, like sunshine so warm,
Yet the world feels quieter as I call…Read More

I’ll be sharing my poems here soon hehehheh sana mahanap ko pa yung mga old poems ko.

It’s 2:44 am and I’m still awake.

May kausap akong coordinator/organizer going to Mt. Pulag for my birthday. Sana goods to at hindi scam whhahahah hays.

Good morning!

Claiming a great start for my birth month.