N0t all pe0ple may understand me f0r being"who the other like me, but there i am" s0me of them l0ve me, are pe0ple who d0nt like me or insecure. There also ann0yed and angry 2 me., n m0st of them dey never kn0w h0w 2 ride on my trip... But whatever w0rds dey attached on my name this is only one w0rd i c0uld say: "its n0t my obligati0n 2 explain my self 4 those pe0ple who do n0t kn0w my true pers0nality..."{^,^} F0LL0W THIS=> my life change wen my s0n c0me 2 my life.,he turned my w0rld in many beautiful aspect.!he bec0me my life &happiness..am a single m0m w0rkin al0ne just trying 2 give all what he need.,i felt its very difficult.but dat s d meaning of being m0ther.and i am happy d0in wat is best 4 him.4 all those bad happend to my life.!hmm..i never felt numbness i d0nt want to cl0se my heart 4 those pe0ple who cheated me bad.i have felt it many times n i am str0ng en0ugh to face all trials and hardship to my life..dats why i am c0ntinue 2 believing my self n0t all pe0ple is d same..i d0nt really like if sumb0dy jugde my pers0nality 4 being who i am,if u jugde me dat i cheated u,i felt hurt bec0z of ur suspici0n.,If u kn0w my fear to cheated other acquaintance.i d0nt want my s0n suffer 4 all d bad things i d0ne to my life..am just trying my best to do what is right bec0z i want my s0n inspire when he gr0w up that i will be a g0od m0ther and as a g0od father to him...bec0z i believe if i did a right things he never questi0ning me why he d0nt have a father like any other childh0od friend..this is the m0st painful i accept to my life,i d0nt want to c0me wen jairuz gr0w and asked me ab0ut that.bc0z i d0nt kn0w h0w can i explain to him everything.,i d0nt want him to plant of grudge to his self...i am believing if i made the right things b0th it is back m0re to ur life..!i kn0w a l0t of pe0ple suffer of that pain m0re than i felt.,n0t only me i 4give th0se pe0ple who did mistakes to my life..4 n0w my life g0es on and am thinkin im blessed m0re bec0z jairuz c0mes to my life.