• It’s August 1, and a lot has changed. My last entry here was about how stressed I was that the OJT would start, and it was clinical. Well, two months have passed and I didn’t die. Tomorrow will be the last day of my duty, and it’s not even clinical—it’s IO. I finished the clinical month ago, and it was interesting. I learned a lot, met new p…Read More

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    • I think I’ve learned as well that I’m not as dumb as I thought I was. I just have to pick people who treat me kindly, those who won’t blame me when I make mistakes. I’ve learned that I do great when people think I’m great, you know what I mean? I will make mistakes, but I won’t sabotage my image because of it. I won’t feel ashamed, and I’ll stay…Read More

      • i would want to talk more but im pretty tired, i had a long day assisting students, i need my sleep. this is adulting i guess. ill go ahead and idk if ill be back after a month, yrs or decades lmaoooooo i hope life will treat me well. :”))

  • June 5, 2024

    Hello, I’m back after a long time. We had a three weeks vacay and it’s almost done. I will go back to dorm tomorrow and im numb enough to know i’ll have a hard time again, here in the house I don’t have to worry about money and what to eat but when i get back to my dorm, i’ll have to budget my allowance again and eat bunch of…Read More

  • April 7, 2024

    My teeth is aching and i don’t feel any passion about anything, i just wanna rot in bed and sleep and not wake up again.

  • April 04, 2024

    It’s just a normal day, I get to study again for psych which again made me reflect a lot about things. I’m in 3rd year now and it felt like the people around me, especially my family are unconsciously showing overt awareness on my shts and on what’s gonna happen to my later years on college, it felt like i am slowly starting to…Read More

  • It’d April 02, start of mercury retrogade so it’s been said that i must be more patient now and be slower when it comes to my decisions. anyway, that’s so random. i just don’t know what to do with my research now, everytime i have to make my professor check it i get real anxious because i’m afraid she’ll say some hurtful stuff, since she has such…Read More

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    • so it’s april 3, and as usual, everything went well i just exaggerated for a bit before consultation (of research) it even got complimented by our adviser, well technically it didn’t come from us like in raw form, yk unlike ma’am ven who literally typed the content of research infront of us as if shes like a literal computer. we were literally…Read More

      • what’s the compliment, you may ask? well, she said our research is very comprehensive. and it could be used on our masteral too if we would want in the future. and she also praised our questionnaire, i can still vividly remember the way she said “very good kids” i guess she didn’t expect us to do it in the right way (but we just did it in the…Read More

        • so yeah, i was so happy yesterday i drank two energy drink which contributes to my insomnia and i kinda slept for just an hour and a half

          • later ill be studying for physics again, i dont care if i wont get to answer the question, i just hope i wont get called in front and make me answer the goddamn question

            • p6 done, its not as bad as i expected it would be. idk is this a perk of thinking abt worst case scenarios everytime? i dont get disappointed anymore but i always think negatively so idk which hard i must choose to suffer lmao

            • p6 done, its not as bad as i expected it would be. idk is this a perk of thinking abt worst case scenarios everytime? i dont get disappointed anymore but i always think negatively so idk which hard i must choose to suffer lmao

  • to be honest, i don’t know why i’m here

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    • ive only heard of friendster way back 2010, i didn’t know my shts would be so bad id end up blogging here abt random stuff just bcs my twitter can be accessed by sum of the peeps that know me

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